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One Day at a Time - Devotional Series - Week Two - Trust

Trusting people has been a struggle for me my entire adult life. Distrust began for me as a teen and deepened as I aged. Things that occurred in my past, people that had said one thing and done another, and hurtful events that had happened to me created the inability to trust people and situations. If someone promised something, I didn't believe the promise. I recall my dad telling my mom and me more than once that he would stop drinking, but time and again he didn't stop. I viewed his promises as lies.

As a result of my dad's broken promises, I had a difficult time trusting in God. I had been told in church how God loved me, but I struggled to believe it. I read in the Bible of a God who would never leave me or forsake me, but I just couldn't believe that promise. Not only did I have issues with trusting the people in my life, I also had issues with believing God is true and faithful.

Six years ago today, I married my husband, Patrick. I didn't realize it at the time, but he is an alcoholic. A little over one year has passed since I told him I could no longer live with alcoholism. Although Patrick never did anything to mistrust him, his alcoholism reminded me so much of dad. When I thought my marriage was ending and I had a deep desperation for peace from the insanity of alcoholism, I cried out to God for answers. I begged for help and tranquility. I pleaded for God to save me from one more hour of unrest within my soul. Finally, I prayed for guidance. After the tears began to flow, I felt the urging to open the Bible and read the truth. In the dark place of living with an alcoholic, God the Father met me there. He comforted me with his words from Proverbs 3:5-6:

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”

During our separation I found the ability to trust in Jesus. Trust didn't develop overnight, but time in prayer and reading God's Word has helped me see God's promises are true. He can be trusted. I am still learning to trust, but if I don't take action to trust in God the Father, then He doesn't have anything to work with. Trust and faith go hand in hand. Without one the other is absent. I must submit to him and he will make my paths straight. He has done exactly that!

"Trust and faith go hand in hand." - Kimberly Dewberry

Patrick has praised God for one year of sobriety recently. He returned home to me shortly after he found sobriety and the loving grace of Jesus. We are both in biblically based recovery programs. We take one day at a time with God as the focal point of our healing journey. I am thankful to God for saving my hu